I remember seeing myself all knuckles and bones, ready to poke my own eyes out with shame.
I remember slouching into my clothes, ready to shrink away from prying junior-high condemnation. I remember red cheeks and closed lips. I remember disappearing.
I remember looking into the circle, wondering where my entrance would be, certain it lay somewhere just out of my skeletal reach.
I remember time passing. I remember fullness layering. I remember softening and easing and glowing.
I remember his eyes on mine, and the way they lingered. I remember feeling tingles: red cheeks for another reason entirely. I remember the confidence his arms held.
I remember being seen.
I remember being allowed to bloom.
I remember standing tall, in a circle of two. I remember being half of something beautiful, and all of something loved.
Oh this was so lovely, Sarah! I just adore the line “I remember being allowed to bloom.” That’s what we all want, isn’t it?
This was so very romantic and so very… very. I just loved it! And I barely have the words for your love poem.
This exactly describes what I am going through in my life right now…
“I remember his eyes on mine, and the way they lingered. I remember feeling tingles: red cheeks for another reason entirely. I remember the confidence his arms held.
I remember being seen.
I remember being allowed to bloom.”
Exactly this.
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